Chapter One: Simple Dreams
Chapter Two: Shaken Once – Now I See
Chapter Three: Shaken Twice – Baby in A Picture
Chapter Four: Anchors in the Storm
Chapter Five: Fighting A Mutinous Soul
Chapter Six: Shaken Thrice – A Stranger on the Line
Chapter Seven: Breathe
Chapter Eight: Don’t Push Back
Chapter Nine: Day 1: The Next Few Hours – You Are Not Alone
Chapter Ten: Day 1: The 1st Dusk
Chapter Eleven: Day 2: Clinging to Hope
Chapter Twelve: Day 2: Saying Goodbye
Chapter Thirteen: The Week After: Communicating with the Dead
Chapter Fourteen: My Voice is the Loudest
Chapter Fifteen: Words and Labels
Chapter Sixteen: The Next Few Months: Breathe, Be
Chapter Seventeen: Emotional Scars
Chapter Eighteen: Redesigning My Mental Landscape
Chapter Nineteen: Seeking Solace – Calling Out to Allah
Chapter Twenty: Seeking Solace – Listening to My Lord
Chapter Twenty-One: Keeping My Lord in Mind
Chapter Twenty-Two: Why Does it Hurt So Much?
Chapter Twenty-Three: Understanding the Pain
Chapter Twenty-Four: When Will the Pain End?
Chapter Twenty-Five: Asking ‘Why?’
Chapter Twenty-Six: The Gift of Hindsight
