About the Author ix
Author’s Acknowledgements xi
Publisher’s Acknowledgements xiv
Chapter 1 Introduction 1
Chapter 2 Early Days 10
Chapter 3 Something Happened 23
Chapter 4 The Signalman and the Swamis 35
Chapter 5 In Search of the Buddhist East 46
Chapter 6 The ‘Going Forth’ 58
Chapter 7 The Two Wanderers 67
Chapter 8 Two Saints, a Bell, a Cave, and a Vision 79
Chapter 9 Monks at Last 90
Chapter 10 Study and Self-Knowledge 96
Chapter 11 Living in the Presence 106
Chapter 12 Between Two Worlds 128
Chapter 13 A Visit to England 144
Chapter 14 Of Monks and Men 155
Chapter 15 Terry Delamere 161
Chapter 16 A Fresh Start and a New Kind of Order 175
Chapter 17 A Walk on the Wild Side 186
Chapter 18 Talking Dharma in the West 197
Chapter 19 Time to Get Serious 211
Chapter 20 For the Sake of All Beings 220
Chapter 21 Building a Buddhist World 239
Chapter 22 Where Angels Fear to Tread 255
Chapter 23 Taking the Platform 285
Chapter 24 Guru, Teacher... 301
Chapter 25 ... Lover, Friend 317
Chapter 26 Jarā-marana
Endnotes 349
Photograph Credits 361
Index 362